I don't know when...

but someday soon something will change.

I need a change in my life. A big one. I told myself I wouldn't still be here when I was this age. Here being Richmond. This age being 25. But fuck if this town and all it's trappings aren't comfortable.

But lately I've just been so over it. Not in a cool way. In a I need to move on with my life and start over way. I love this town. I love most of the people in it. Even the ones I don't get along with. I love that I went to a punk rock show tonight, then drove five minutes away to watch a friend of mine spin hip hop and that wasn't at all weird to me. I love that I know the fastest way to get from my house to any of the 98 malls that are in this town. But that is the problem I guess. Richmond, you are a lover I have become bored with.

My job is so comfortable. Great pay. Little actual work. Cushy. Comfy.

Why am I awake. Oh the two redbulls I had after 12am would explain that.

I'm supposed to drive to Virginia Beach tomorrow after work to see Converge. I have no one to go with. Maybe that will be fun though. The solitude of my own mind. I like spending time with myself it's very good for me. Or it's turning me into an introvert. But I find that most people bore me so maybe it is a good thing.

Oh well.

I need a rich old woman to pay for my ridiculous lifestyle.

I want an Audi R8. And a Ferrari. Someday.

I want to learn more about how cars work.

Ok that is all for my late night ramblings.